Rollercoaster
Today was awesome then horrible then good. :D ): :] Before school was good. I wasn’t nausiated today!!! :D I even fixed Cheryl’s cell phone by changing her settings. He phone has been “broken” for a month and I fixed it by pressing two buttons. She, of course, got mad coz her phone was never broken and it was just her settings so she started hitting me. xD First was fine? Third was pretty good. Tyler Y is so stupid it’s huhlarious. xD I hardly had a recess coz Momohara wanted to hold the band in coz she can’t manage to manage her time well enough. Fourth was ugh. The test was so hard. I’d be lucky if I got a 60%. ): Lunch was really baddddddd. :[ I almost started crying. I was just so angry and frustrated and appologetic(sp?). So I kind of talked to Keola. It was awkward at first and I asked, “What’s up?” coz he told me that he wasn’t really okay and he said he didn’t want to say coz it was “gay” So we were walking and talking when Ryan, Jess, Tyler Y and Ricky came. Ryan and Ricky were being fuckers and Keola left. Ugh. I felt so bad. You should’ve seen his eyes… ): I just went to the Freshmore banquet meeting and I wasn’t even existing coz I felt so bleh. I copied Melissa’s japanese homework and then the bell rang to I walked to sixth period. I didn’t let my sadness show. It never shows. I did let my angry, however, show. Kinda. I failed that test for sure. I almost started crying again. We did birthday stuff and I found out that Shaye Sakanoye is a day older than me and born on the same day as Royce. I also found out that I’m born a day before Kendall but a year after. I knew Royce was born a day before me since fourth grade so it was no surprise. I even knew Melissa was born four days after me for a year so that was no surprise, either. Yeah… So for the past week, B10KC looks at me all the fucking time. Ugh. What the hell? I know I don’t look that interesting. But whatever. Staring is a (creepy) form of flattery. I always look forward to drama because it is never bad. Nothing close to bad happens at drama. Jerrick made me the Librarian/bookkeeper/bookseller guy in “Belle” He even was talking about me. He said that I’m always enthusiatic and I’m lost a lot but I always laugh at myself and he encouraged the other people to laugh at themselves and he’s never seen anyone laugh at themself as much as I do. That was flattery to the MAJOR. I started tearring up with happy tears. I pobably even turned red. xD Today’s practice was one of the best I’ve been to. We played games and ran through Belle and sang and said what we’re thankful for and gave out imaginary trophies called “Enchanted Rose” the people that were giving out good vibes got the pleasure of recieving these fake awards. There was video taping and eargasms and playing around and laughing. I really liked today’s practice. We even sat down and ate food. Well, half the people did. I think the BEST decision I made was auditioning for that play. Goodness. Everything happens for a reason and at the end of the day, life has slapped me and pushed me against the walls but I’m still loving life. Oh, I even got to go pick up Skylar from Momilani and Tina said I’m the sunshine of her life and she said I talk well. :D I got to visit Mrs. Oshiro(my fifth grade teacher) and I saw Mr. Fujimoto(I think that was his name) I’m surprised they both still remembered my name after 4 years. Momilani is a wonderful school. I’m watching Glee and it’s fucking amazing. After all the evil scheming and sluts and liars, the end song of the show is always super cute. I always tear. Even though today had it’s horrible, melancholy moments, today was absolutely wonderful.
